Never knew i would hurt like this,
Even never knew i could hurt someone like this.
At first,
Evrything seems so calm n peaceful.
The next thing i know,
I had a plan to sweep off one person.
And I succeeded.
There's 2 things in mind.
1) I will not able to be friend with that bitch again.
- Who give a fuck at it? Since he doesn't even have the will to stay as friend. Then why shud i? Now i believe, how much u love someone, n when ur love turned to hate, it will be as much as how u love him. One person's wrath, can be so grateful, when u finally know the reason.
2)I will draw someone i care, sengzzai, the one i mentioned earlier? the author that i never met.. away from me..
- i hang a while.. keep on asking myself... is it worth it? Again n again, i was confused a long time... but then all burst out after the situation get worse.. Then i asked myself again, is it worth it? The answer came out, Yes it's worth it. But it doesn't mean he is a just stepping stone to revenge.... cos i care bout him will getting the same situation i'm having now..
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It's hard for me to decide this, but i took the risk...
Now everything turned out to be exact what happened in my mind, everyone left. The curtain had closed, i din win anything, indeed, i dun plan to win either. I just want everything bout that bitch to end... n neutral my life to back to normal... but not him... I regret, cos i left out one thing,that his happiness... I had killed it... made him left in tears...
But things already a truth, i can't change the history anymore... all i can do is keep watching n watching how his life after this...
All i can do now, is to tell u i'm sorry..
Even never knew i could hurt someone like this.
At first,
Evrything seems so calm n peaceful.
The next thing i know,
I had a plan to sweep off one person.
And I succeeded.
-----------------------------------------------------------
There's 2 things in mind.
1) I will not able to be friend with that bitch again.
- Who give a fuck at it? Since he doesn't even have the will to stay as friend. Then why shud i? Now i believe, how much u love someone, n when ur love turned to hate, it will be as much as how u love him. One person's wrath, can be so grateful, when u finally know the reason.
2)I will draw someone i care, sengzzai, the one i mentioned earlier? the author that i never met.. away from me..
- i hang a while.. keep on asking myself... is it worth it? Again n again, i was confused a long time... but then all burst out after the situation get worse.. Then i asked myself again, is it worth it? The answer came out, Yes it's worth it. But it doesn't mean he is a just stepping stone to revenge.... cos i care bout him will getting the same situation i'm having now..
-----------------------------------------------------------
It's hard for me to decide this, but i took the risk...
Now everything turned out to be exact what happened in my mind, everyone left. The curtain had closed, i din win anything, indeed, i dun plan to win either. I just want everything bout that bitch to end... n neutral my life to back to normal... but not him... I regret, cos i left out one thing,that his happiness... I had killed it... made him left in tears...
But things already a truth, i can't change the history anymore... all i can do is keep watching n watching how his life after this...
All i can do now, is to tell u i'm sorry..
