The White Roses Garden

Was awaken from sleep by sensing The white roses have changed
and the smell starts to change
then i open my eyes to look for the answer

Weird scene
Some white roses started to turn red n dripping with blood

n what happened to the butterflies?
where r they?

What happened?

Wondering where m i now
I was asleep in the white roses garden
Now i'm awake,
But i cant recognise it anymore
It looks like a maze to me now

Who build all these thick walls while i'm resting?
I start to feel scared
and tried to push down the wall
i feel pain on my palm
my skin was cut opened,
look closely to the walls
it were torns all over.

I shout n shout, asking for help.
But i all can hear is the echo of my voice...

What happened to me?

Sorry for being cruel to you...

On my way back from movies,
On bus sitting next to the window,
staring at the raindrops sliding across the glass.

Here comes something i wanna off talking about.

I thought,
The name that i used to miss so much,
The name i used to care so much,
The name that i used to hurt me so much,
Will never going to hurt o making me tear anymore.

At last the name still comes to me.
Finally shown on my phone screen.

But this time,
Things are so different.
I chose not to argue,
n i chose not to answer the call.

I ignored n ignored,
but the pain inside me is so unbearable..

Seeing your messages,
making me more sad.

I teared in the bus,
And i ignored that stranger who sat next to me.

Tears,
was gliding to my cheeks,
Because i feel your tears.
n at the same time,
all the best memories we had,
starts to rush n replay in my mind.

All i can do now is telling u,
I'm sorry for being cruel this time.
I don't want u to cry,
All i want now is some time.

I love you,
And I still do.

Just simply this time u really hurt me.

And this is the reason I wanna off this relationship for a while,
Making myself clear.

Maybe we're meant to be this way

I cried before i made that decision,
bcos of what?

Do u know?

And do u figure out why?

Maybe we're meant to be this way.

You were someone so much more than just important in my life,
You're just like a baby sister to me.

But the accuses that u written out,
Seriously cut my heart..
And clearly shows that u still dunno the reason why..
What causes all these..

Maybe we're meant to be this way

You said you care,
You said you understand me.

That's what hurts me.

Maybe we're meant to be this way

It's hard for me,
To take this path.

All the facts,
seems like telling me that maybe we're just meant to be this way.

I did love u,
In fact that i still do..
But I'm just a little too tired for all of this.

A very hard decision

"Sad piano play,
Made me cry.

How can i be so stupid all the while,
In believing miracles in friendship to some who is not up for it.

I've forgotten how many nights missing u, wanting u to know my lately,
U always not there for me.
I've forgotten how many messages I've sent out,
But there's always without any reply,
Though, i know u will never reply, cos i know u.

Cos i was still believing in us.
Our friendship.

Hoping one day u will be there for me.

Today
I'd made a very hard decision
That I'm leaving.

Of cos, i still know what happen next.
But are u for serious this time?

Doubtful."

Today, i finally understand. Don't simply take one person out from the group n treat that person as a friend. Cos that might turned out to be a very lethal weapon to ur heart n soul. I've die trying, n failed about accepting how u treating a friend is like.

What a friend knows? Yes, one friend's attitude.

Now I'm giving u a hint, or u can just say it's a big lesson :)

Some human can tolerate whatever a friend treat them, n some amount, just like me, they just like a piece of mirror, how u treat them, they uses the same way to treat u back. Fair n square~ right? :) And when that happen, that's the ending :) And all i can tell u is, I did love u, but I deserve a better friend. So long, n wish u have a better day in future.

Now, whoever read this, take this as a sign, n be good to your friends b4 any mess become mess-ier :)

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抓紧我，当我还在乎时。
也和我一同走，当我还在乎时。

当我一决心，
我不会后悔。

当你还有机会时珍惜我。