A very hard decision

"Sad piano play,
Made me cry.

How can i be so stupid all the while,
In believing miracles in friendship to some who is not up for it.

I've forgotten how many nights missing u, wanting u to know my lately,
U always not there for me.
I've forgotten how many messages I've sent out,
But there's always without any reply,
Though, i know u will never reply, cos i know u.

Cos i was still believing in us.
Our friendship.

Hoping one day u will be there for me.

Today
I'd made a very hard decision
That I'm leaving.

Of cos, i still know what happen next.
But are u for serious this time?

Doubtful."

Today, i finally understand. Don't simply take one person out from the group n treat that person as a friend. Cos that might turned out to be a very lethal weapon to ur heart n soul. I've die trying, n failed about accepting how u treating a friend is like.

What a friend knows? Yes, one friend's attitude.

Now I'm giving u a hint, or u can just say it's a big lesson :)

Some human can tolerate whatever a friend treat them, n some amount, just like me, they just like a piece of mirror, how u treat them, they uses the same way to treat u back. Fair n square~ right? :) And when that happen, that's the ending :) And all i can tell u is, I did love u, but I deserve a better friend. So long, n wish u have a better day in future.

Now, whoever read this, take this as a sign, n be good to your friends b4 any mess become mess-ier :)