25.4.10

I'm a rat, and i got traps.


Do you think i'm happy?
Do you think i'm purposely made traps for u to fall?

Everytime u tells me how u think about me, n tell me about you.
It did matter to me, i dun give a respond, cos i got no idea what to give, sometimes i sensed it's a bullshit then i just shut up pretend that i din hear that. And hey, it doesn't mean that it din effected me. What do you want? A tear is out, then only consider my heart own the feeling of sympathy or my is completely tear apart and hurt?

Everytime a lie is out, i feel stupid. Cos i'm not that numb, all the while i know u and i understand you. But do u really know me like i know u? Everything u said, it's already spoken. It carves on on my mind and the surface of my heart, if there's a way to turn it back, u already there. The decision, the thought of not getting attached, it's not because of you. I just wanna stay single for now. So why dont we just take us as serious good friends instead of keep hurting me?


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